Wednesday, May 12, 2010

changing world

Everything is changing But i still fell the same
what do I have to do to try to make u beleive that this is who I am

I was just trying 2make u stay
a litttle longer so that u remember the moments tht we spent 2gether
n maybe u feel the same
but things aren't the way I imagined

but I hope life is full of surprises
n the feelings soon change
it's virtual to expect that u will feel always the same
so I guess the hurt will also fade away.....

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

phase of life !

state of feeling low
feeling that you were never known

I tried to heal my pain with another person's smile
I tried to find my life in another's lyf
I forgot my life but it never seem to make any change
for the person I did it all
for whom ,I take all the pain with a smile

when I stood alone tried that he would see me this time
he turned and said sorry for all the times,I make u feel sick
n things will be different.
I felt like this was the moment I've been waiting
this was time I've looking for
but ..
on the next day, he did it all the same
it never hurted me to see all this time
when I was feeding on a lie
but now to see ,that he is knowingly doing it all the same
n he didn't cared abt a word,I said
it killed every moment I'm alive
with all these feeling which hidden inside for someone's smile
now lashes me everytime,I remember the memories

it's hurting me to,forget all the times
n these painful memories
is everywhere i find

I guess maybe this was right
my punishment,my destiny

things r never gonna be same again in my life........

Monday, October 13, 2008

words always vibrate

what u say to others comes back to you
it whole system seeems to be like a big elastic ball,where nothing remain consistent.evrything is moving away or eveything is falling apart
the words we spoke come back to us always
maybe it take some time
so when words comeback we don't realise
The worst part is you get the same, what u do with others
just like you throw a ball n it returns back hitting a surface to u.

I don't want ppl to pretend
I just want them to be their true self
so that it can be easy to understand them

you can pretend for sumtym but
after sumtym u comeback to ur own style
then y to lie
if it hurts someone now
it would have hurt sometime before.......



sometimes I too often feel like,I've been here before experiencing same life,same situations.
like deja-vu. like sumtimes whenever something happens it feels like it's been done before,it's been felt before,it;s been seen before......................maybe my intuition tells me that what's gonna happen so I too feel it was felt before.
but at times I have so strong feeling like that it make me think it can't be intution only....
thr is sumthing more to it...........