phase of life !

state of feeling low
feeling that you were never known

I tried to heal my pain with another person's smile
I tried to find my life in another's lyf
I forgot my life but it never seem to make any change
for the person I did it all
for whom ,I take all the pain with a smile

when I stood alone tried that he would see me this time
he turned and said sorry for all the times,I make u feel sick
n things will be different.
I felt like this was the moment I've been waiting
this was time I've looking for
but ..
on the next day, he did it all the same
it never hurted me to see all this time
when I was feeding on a lie
but now to see ,that he is knowingly doing it all the same
n he didn't cared abt a word,I said
it killed every moment I'm alive
with all these feeling which hidden inside for someone's smile
now lashes me everytime,I remember the memories

it's hurting me to,forget all the times
n these painful memories
is everywhere i find

I guess maybe this was right
my punishment,my destiny

things r never gonna be same again in my life........